Hey,

I'm new here and I think I need some sort of communal support. I feel like no one I am close with understands what it is like to be so debilitated. I had a strange sort of relapse today. I didn't self harm, but while my boyfriend was trying to be intimate with me (which I have found increasingly unwanted lately), I made him bite my arm over and over so hard I have bruises and almost broken skin. I feel guilty and sick. Please let me know I'm the only one who feels so lost, and guilty for feeling so.

P.S. My posts don't seem to be showing up..? Maybe because I'm new...?

Thanks