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Old Oct 23, 2009, 10:28 PM
Anonymous29357
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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6 View Post
I am working somewhat with my new t on traumatic memories. I had a difficult session this past monday. I left it alone the following days and yesterday I spent all day in horrible pain and crying and crying and crying. I felt suicidal and like I cojldnt take it anymore and even missed my old t. Now, today, its as if I didnt feel that way yesterday and as if nothing happened. Its all tucked neatly away in my mind. I had a good day. I am afraid of going back to that sad and sui place if I think about it. And have another session. It feels too much, unless I forget aobut it and feel nothing.
Does this make sense? Is this what happens when you work on these memories/feelings?
I am truly glad you are Working through them. Though it's very hard and hurtful to the heart - It will be a good thing.
As for afterwards, when ever I left my T appt.... I felt drained, almost like a zombie.

We open up then are just suppose to close it up until next time, cuz sometimes (as for me) there's just not anyone out there who understands.

I understand I am proud of you for taking on this journey
Thanks for this!
BlueMoon6