You know maybe if it is an issue that T can explain the PTSD and leave it at that. Think many people have a big misconception about people with mulitple personalities. Too much sterotyping.

Another issue we talked about in T is the fact I can't deal with hospitals. If this MD put me in the hospital I'm not sure I could handle it. I have hugh issues with being trapped and feeling confined. Hospitals have this thing ya know about telling you what to do and making you stay in bed. I don't deal with people telling me what to do when it comes to my personal body. It's very triggering.

Trouble with urologist too is that sometimes they will have to look at your private areas. Because they deal with the kidneys and bladder, that's where it all ends at. And the thought of even anyone other then my regular MD touching me to hard to take.

No Kd, D isn't. got to work.