{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HereIAm}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I've had those dreams... and then it became reality. When it happens, Hun, you'll survive. (shudder!)
If you want, PM me and we'll talk. If I was you, and knowing what I know from experience, I'd hug your mom as much as you can while you can.
Your story has touched my heart.

I'm very sensitive right now because I had two nightmares of my own.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.