(Tree)
Thanks for sharing those thoughts. I too have found a deeper connection with H as a direct result of my therapy. It's funny, I remember when I first began T and T would ask me if H were home or if I had told him something or other. I used to think that meant I wasn't supposed to be telling T these things! Oy. I also share your need to "get busy with the boys" in order to quiet down the inner turmoil. I was describing it to T the other day and he said it sounds like chatter. I thought that was a great word to describe it.

Take gentle care of you.