(((Petunas)))). If I were you, I would start by getting a regular gp to look at you to make sure you don't have anything physical going on, like hypothyroidism. If he doesn't find anything, see a mental health profession, psychologist or psychiatrist, those are the only ones still properly trained to diagnose mental disorders like depression. It sounds like you might well have some type of depression problem going on, but only one of the above can tell for sure. It sounds like you are having a miserable time of it, and I really hope that you feel better. Let us know how it goes