I have depression real bad....I have been going through a break up, which is very hard because there is nothing wrong with the relationship. We love each other and make each other happy. I don't eat....I get real tired early but cant sleep good and wake up at all hours of the night....I have no $ to go out and no friends to keep me company....I sit in my apartment and do nothing but think.....I try to read or watch tv...but my brain just keeps going and I cant pay attention.....so I sit here on my couch..day in and day out...doing nothing....thinking.....I cant keep doing this but I don't know what to do and dont think I have the motivation to do it if I knew...