I feel your pain, justinj. Things have been really tough lately. Everything is exhausting and motivation to change is basically not an option. Also, I keep on trying to get a job but for some reason it's not happening for me. I would say try something that's been helping me: I pick tasks that aren't serious but require active thinking, like online crosswords or playing scrabble for free online. maybe you could also try channeling your energy into running or something that will physically exhaust you, to help you sleep. These are some zero cost options to maintain some semblance of normalcy. wish i could help more.