Good to see you back Troy. hon don't worry about not being able to tell the horror stories! trust me..those pdocs at the VA have heard it all. You won't be the first to tell them and you won't be the last hon. it don't all come out at one time. you talk to them as you feel you can. please though talk to someone irl to get some of this off your shoulders hon. no you will never forget but it sure helps.