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Originally Posted by justinj3x3
I have depression real bad....I have been going through a break up, which is very hard because there is nothing wrong with the relationship. We love each other and make each other happy. I don't eat....I get real tired early but cant sleep good and wake up at all hours of the night....I have no $ to go out and no friends to keep me company....I sit in my apartment and do nothing but think.....I try to read or watch tv...but my brain just keeps going and I cant pay attention.....so I sit here on my couch..day in and day out...doing nothing....thinking.....I cant keep doing this but I don't know what to do and dont think I have the motivation to do it if I knew...
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hey man, i know exactly what you goin through. we have lots of things in common. i just broke up with my girlfriend recently, we've been dating for almost 3 years and now its gone just like that. im easily get tired myself, i sleep in the morning and wake up before dark. currently jobless. my $ is very tight too, sometimes my depression just making me crazy, i cant think clearly / wisely as a man, i use the $ for unimportant things just to get me out of depression, which is very wrong but i just cant help it, and of course the depression never go away, my money does. i am very unmotivated myself to do things, i dont know what to do to myself, to support myself, to make myself better, yea i cant keep doing this but i havent find a way out. the suicidal thoughts is killing me too sometimes.
of course we want to change, to be better, but people like us find it a very hard thing to do. it takes more of something to make it happen. i am very low myself, yea dont know what to do. these are our episodes of depression. take care