Talk with your doctor immediately when you start having bad thoughts. Maybe you can have a session with your folks and the doctor and you can let them know what is up. It would kill your parents if they knew you were thinking about harming yourself. They love you more than ever. Also, speak with your doctor about mood stabilizers. If you are just on an antidepressant, sometimes it can push you into hypomania or if you don't have enough you might stay depressed. It definitely sounds like you are doing a lot of cycling. Please speak up with the doctor. I care. Sending good thoughts. phoenix47baby
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