View Single Post
 
Old Oct 24, 2009, 11:10 PM
thunderbear's Avatar
thunderbear thunderbear is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: In My Head
Posts: 1,396
My new psychologist/psychatrist is a talker. My old one was a writer. The old one did'nt really ask much other than "How did that make you feel'. I have noticed my new one wants details on things we talk about. Whether it's about what I done over the week or the bad things. Which is great cause I know he is listening to me, but I'm not really all that comfortable talking to men about certain things. I know he won't judge me or think bad of me but still. I have never really gone into great detail about those things with anyone. But I know I need to so I can be helped. I get really paniky talking about the certain things and I hate the way it makes me feel. And that feeling will stick with me for days afterward. I remember one particular session with my old doctor and I had a full blown panic attack right there in her office and pretty much slept all day afterwards. I hate that. I don't know if this is anormal part of therpy or what. I am starting to get really nervous about the talk therapy I am starting with him Tuesday. I'm afraid my reluctance will cause me to not be totally honest with doc. And I want to be.
__________________
Dx: PTSD, Panic Disorder, Obsessive Personality Disorder.

A Do Da Quantkeeah A-da-nv-do