for now, but not forever.

I am really having a hard time lately. I guess you all can tell by my posts. I am sorry to have been taking over with my posts lately but I just feel like a bunch of things are happening at once and I really dont know how to deal with all of it. You ever hear that saying "If you dont have anything nice to say, dont say it at all". Well, right now, I really dont have anything positive to say and feel its best if I dont post in this frame of mind. I know this is not me. I am better then this. I just need to work on myself.

The last few days I have spent packing and talking alot with the kids which has given me a good sense of re-connection. I really need that right now.

I will be in and out to check PM's and will be back again before I make the move to TX.

Take care all of you. Love ya's.