I am going through a major depressive episode. I am trying to get myself together, but it is so hard. Here come the tears...

I feel worthless. All the time. I feel guilty. I feel lonely. And I don't want to.

Wow...I had to stop because the tears came so fast and so long. I don't want to be this person. I am so scared.

That's all I feel like saying right now.

Thanks.