The future, you have to look to the future.

The past is a haunting nightmare, it must laid to rest. You will have a family of your own one day. Kids, a loving companion who will hold your hand and just show you that life is worth living.

The past is nothing but pain, the future is nothing but gain. Its the perspective you carry when you go through pain that shapes your mentality for AFTER the pain is gone.

Think of the wonderful future you can have. Right now, it seems the future will be like the past, but now - YOU ARE IN CONTROL! You have to power to shape and mold your own life. Take the lessons of the past and learn from them. You know life is precious.