Dawn has left us most of the time. I'm Jenna, I think she was here while I healed, but I'm not healed. She will come back I think, to cope with real life.
I'm very depressed & I'm afraid I might be dangerous, but one of us bought a whole lot of breeding cats that we have to look after so I'm stuck with it I think. I can't leave the house, but someone drove to the vet 4 times, it wasn't Dawn, & it wasn't me. Who then ?
I wish I could remember my sons as children, I wish to remember the one who married the husband. I'd like to remember my own childhood.
Have any of you recovered these memories & kept them ? Do you have to merge ? Then does it feel like it was all you ? We have got an academic memory that is avaiable to all but the littles (even them sometimes) but no memories of irl, that's compartmentalized.
We think some of us might be trying to merge, we need to know what to expect, not academic but how it FEELS. We are afraid. Will the rest of us die, or will we remember it all as if it were all one ? Do you merge one at a time, or do you have to merge everyone at once ?