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That was one of the most creative pieces of self-flagulation that I have ever read. Seriously. I understand (who wouldn't) how badly you feel.
I wonder. If you had put that creativity into your website, you might have gotten it finished. I'm not trying to be cruel. But, your self-criticizing is self-serving. The piece you wrote is serving to justify your inaction. Why don't you save the energy, stow your emotion away, and look at the project. Try not to think about pressure or anything emotional. Simply work. If you allow your mind to succumb to all those fears, you won't be able to concentrate on the project.
What is the one thing that you have control over? Your dad? Your mom? Your mom's job? The future? It's your project. So, work on it. Your fears have no purpose.
Fear: F = future E = events A = appearing R = real
You have no idea what the future will bring. You can, however, be assured that if you finish your project, money will come.
You can do it.
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 Vickie
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