Thanks~~ lonegael, i took your advice. he was very hot tempered last week, after the overdose of sleeping pills. i was actually very scared deep in heart. but i voice out. i tell him that no matter what happen, i will always care about him. i'm not sure whether it means something to him, but later on he started to talk more about his fear, his worries.

he hate himself as he think he's useless. he wan to recover soon coz he think he waste a few years not working because of depression. but he's still struggling and depress. i'm very tired and stress as i constantly worrying about him. thanks for listening...