(((((((Tomi)))))))
I'm so very sorry this whole incident has fueled a raging fire inside you.
I understand about your neighbor across the street--and all the aggrivating things he has done and does. I would be angry myself for all of it and I am not usually provoked to anger......
I so hate to see this anger toward this man rage in you.
Sounds trite, but we are to pray for our enemies and those that hurt us.
I know how terribly hard that is to do. I usually pray Paul's prayer in Ephisians and let God take it from there.
There are practical things you can do about this man also---let the police know that he enters your home and trespasses your property and get a restraining order.......lock your doors, put up a fence, have an alarm system set up.......just thoughts....
maybe i'm speaking out of turn. sorry if i am.
i will pray for you and what you are going thru after the trauma you have experienced.