Well I got an attorney and filed for divorce. My lawyer told me that my story was the worse case of a toxic relationship she's heard in 30 years of practicing divorce law. She advised me, among other things, to get out of there NOW!...Which I did. There's no turning back and no regrets. I'm feeling relieved that, for better or worse, it's over. I know it's going to be painful in many ways but I gotta tell you, I'm already feeling a lot better and looking forward to the future.