((((lonleyperson92))))

Thank you for sharing how you are feeling. I am sorry you are feeling so low in a feeling of despair and loneliness. It is not a fun place to be. I understand. I too cannot sleep much at all and I write a lot.

Have you been to a doctors to get checked? Do you have a t to talk with? I think that would be something that could help you. Finding out what is going on and talking about what has you feeling this way.

I am sorry that your parents would not let you go outside. You need to socialize. Do you have friends or someone you trust IRL? Know we are here for you and listening. That we care and will walk with you as you work through this.

It is hard to feel so lonely. Sometimes I feel that way as I do not talk much except to myself. I do write a lot and my writing tells so much of where I am and how I feel. I sometimes have a hard time really telling others how I feel. But writing helps and in that I can share it or not. It is up to me.

But in writing it down, I get it out of my head and I am not holding it so close that it pulls me down. Do you have anything that you do to help yourself?

I am glad you shared with us how you were feeling. Please try to see someone about the moods you are having. It could be something that you could get help with.

Until then, please keep us informed on how you are doing. You are not alone. We can understand how you are feeling. We are here listening and keeping you in our thoughts.

Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts.

dps