Dear Manda ~ I'm sorry you have such a scary experience. I'm glad you found Manda and Manalynn and that your husband was there to hold you through this scary time. Sometimes these things happen when our dreams or our inner thoughts get mixed up with the outer events of the world, and it's hard to know what to believe. Somethings these things just happen for reasons we don't understand, but they always pass and go away. I know it hurts to breathe so fast and hard, and I'm glad your husband was there to help you calm down. I'm also glad you came here to write about your scary experience. When you write about it and tell people about it, it gets less scary. Caring about you ~ billieJ