Thanks Pegasus. I have "considered" a journal, actually I really wanted to when I wanted to and then, when I do have the time, I just can't find the motivation to sit and write. I don't know whether it's just me being lazy, feeling so tired, the depression, or ADD (which I've never been diagnosed with though I've really only mentioned it in passing to the one Dr. I just started seeing but I've ALWAYS felt like I had it as when I do/CAN focus on something, I can really get it done well and quickly...it was like that in studies, I loved the psychology courses and did well be everything else that I didn't have as much interest in I just didn't do well...my early teachers always told my parents how bright I was and I always tested high but did poorly in most courses that really didn't interest me)

Ok, I'm babbling again, sorry.