I'm just trying not to think about it for now to be honest Beads. Sorry to hear that you're not doing so good... What's going on for you?

You know, I'm not expecting anything from the police tbh, but I'm hoping that something will happen. I'm prepared for a bad outcome though. It is very, very frustrating not knowing anything, but as I said... I'm just trying to get on with things now...

...Not that this is happening so well... But hey ho, I'm trying at least. Got Connor around to help keep me grounded, especially after almost OD'ing again the other day and not having him around. He's very worried, concerned etc. But he knows that I'm trying my best to keep going.