Been there in terms of a rant and way of thinking, and it's not fun.

I think a T may not be your friend, but I think they have to at least care about you as a human being - because otherwise, why are they in a helping profession at all?

It is hard to build a trust relationship with a T, just the same as it's hard to build a strong relationship with a close friend. It's just hard.

If you need a break, then take one for yourself.