why do I even try to reach out. No one gives a crap. I am putting this here instead of starting a new thread. It's all about the same anyhow. Just more ranting on my part...but like I said, no one gives a crap..

I tried to reach out to my T and what happens...I clam up...tell him I can't talk about this and how I am feeling...WHY THE HECK DO I KEEP DOING THIS????? WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH ME THAT I JUST CAN'T TALK TO THE PERSON WHO IS THERE TO HELP ME???? Well maybe he will still be there. He will abandon me like everyone else, or just blow off all my concers.

I am feeling at the end today. I just want someone to reach out to me and care about me, but no one does. If I talk, everyone runs away, it's no use anymore...I no use anymore...my life is...well...

who knows where I go from here, one way ticket...