I have sat in a running car with the garage door closed before...Thankfully I was able to remember the devastation that I would be leaving behind for those that love me....(I am a survivor of parental suicide and I know there is nothing romantic about suicide). I truly believe it is a person saying "I hurt so much and can't do this anymore"... So sad that there is so much stigma attached to admitting that to ANYONE.

I am not suicidal, but I have been low enough (feels shame) to think about and look into it as the "last resort". Honestly though....I don't think I could ever actually do it. For some sick reason..having a "last resort" helps me cope when I am in the depths of depression.