Thanks yall! Went in today and heard the babys heart beat! It was so amazing!
She wanted to do the "scary" exams, but freaked out and she stopped immediately and said we will do it next week.
I want to read up on it all and just try to find ways to relax through it (I was abused sexually when I was 16 and just freaked out horribly).
Thank you all for the support and letting me know whats going to happen.