No your are Not Crazy or Lazy.....

If you could you would.

The thought of ever having to go back to work petrifies me.

When I worked I never realized I was doing a good job. I always triple checked my work and still felt like it was of low quality. I could never do it good enough.

Then the facade of having to wear the masks.
Oh my - I was an executive secretary for 15 years. I don't even imagine that like of work - Now... the masks the smiles, the 'how are you', may I help you.... always having to be plesant.

That's when I would dissociate. I be watching my from above and of course looking like a was a stupid idiot, and could never match up.

No more masks for me - well with my grown kids I do, or they wouldn't want to talk to a crazy mother.