i'm feeling reall crap at the moment. Don't know why or whats happening. There is too much happening right now and i'm feeling like i want to do self harm. I'm not well. My sister has drain all my energy tonight.she is so needy and clingy. Takes offence to everything. She is pretty down at the moment. She needs more therapy i think but she wont in back.she has been sexually abused by a few people in her childhood and now has extreme problems with relating to people and making friends, she has never had a relationship but obsesses over wanting marriage and children. She finds the topic of sex confronting and thinks sex scenes in mother are gross. I feel that she is always projecting her stuff onto me in the ways she acts. A few people we know just got engaged and another one is pregnant and this has caused her to fall into a depression because she wants it so badly. Its so hard to deal with my own stuff when her stuff is in my face all the time. Its very invasive.