So I went to my psychiatrist the other day and told her that I struggle in the morning getting up. She thinks it's from anxiety, so she gave me an anxiety pill to take in the morning. She also switched my Celexa to some other antidepressant that won't make me feel so tired in the morning.

But I still don't want to get up in the morning. And I don't understand why. I like school, I rarely have that bad of a day. So why don't I want to get up in the morning? My psychiatrist kept asking me "why?" but I have no idea. Of course she wouldn't accept the answer "I don't know."

But I seriously don't know. Is it the depression again? Am I just lazy? Tired? Why can't I be like everyone else and just go to school with no problem?

I'm getting behind, and have 8 absences already :/ I really hate myself...