Um hard to explain. I feel like there is a differant girl inside me. And that I can see her. Not in the mirror but behind my eyes when they are closed?? She yes is a differant person when she (gets let out) which somtimes happens. My friends and husband say somedays I look differant and not just differant but a whole other person. IN my eyes they can see her. Its a differant look in my eyes?? I dk how else to explain it. But i hear her all the time. I fight her everyday most days I loose.