troy it is really good to see you posting again! I miss you when you are not here so much. have you thought of getting a punching bag for the rage? just get it and beat the crap out of it. I have found that when I get into a rage beating on my bed or pillow works wonders for me. I yell and scream and beat! it releases so much tension and rage at the same time without anyone getting hurt. Thank goodness I don't have that so much anymore. One thing with VA treatment of ptsd is they can give you classes for the anger/rage. good coping skills to help in daily living. and we of course are always here for you.