oh hurray
I found another mask to put on
bit heavier than the others I had before they fell apart/I fell apart...
not as in strength, but in JC, will it ever end?
yes, it will
how long it lasts doesn't matter
it's getting through this episode
crawling still but I'm picking up speed
I think
I hope...I have to, dammit.

my T and y'all here are my anchors right now
crawling on this episode
and
trying to keep focused on the attempts of the ex to take as much as he can now...deeding the land to my children after the cabin burned down opened a loophole and it's a legal nightmare
attorneys just love talking to people whose moods go from being *****y to weeping to just wanting to give it up...he's a friend of my T's so he will look out for me, I know this and I'm grateful
but it still is causing turmoil
and
just like that old Pepto commercial
nausea, diarrhea, etc. etc. etc.

Taking a deep breathe and getting back on the phone...I've been delaying doing that for three hours.

Catherine