ahh, he never gives up. Tomorrow if he can make it is another treatment for the bone tumors. I almost hope he can't make it. He is prolonging suffering but who am I to say? He had rootbeer floats with two grand kids last night at midnight and enjoyed the party. Today he is out of it. This week we do Mon and Weds overnights. The tumor on his liver is so massive I can see it clearly when he has his clothes on. He has tumors on his ribs and skull, kidneys, you name it. But maybe he struggles for one more good time. One more special moment. I just want him to feel loved and die as comfortably as possible. He has a blockage/obstruction, partial, in bowels. Too much info? Sorry. It just is hard to be him right now I think and I know it is hard to love him right now cause it hurts.
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