So where/how did you learn "what's wrong" with you? Everyone has tendencies and exhibits all of the disorders in words or actions at some time. We are all human, after all. Just like we all have all the emotions, a lot of things are situational and/or what we've learned in our past and practicing different behaviors over time can help some.

I hope whoever "they" are that "will see" come up with a plan to help you.