and i can't take any more.
going outpatient.
not as strong as i thought.
feeling alone, isolated and abandoned.
need to be in a safe place right now where
i can let go, fall apart and not over burden my H
or friends or anyone else.
Not feeling worth that much....
everyone around me is struggling and bending
under their own weight and burdens
they don't need mine too.
so perhaps this will be a time and place i can
let all guards down and let someone else pick up the
pieces.....
but then again i wonder if all the kings men will ever show up......