Hi Bluemoon,

I just read your post, and you are doing so much soul searching. You are being so brave and honest. I feel privileged to be able to witness and share what you're going though! Thanks for being willing to open yourself up enough to share it here. There is much about your struggle that resonates with me, particularly in my deep painful yearning for a mother figure. PC is a blessing. We can learn so much about and with each other.