((((Autumn)))) I hear the old depression lies coming back up dear. Don't believe them. You are not worthless. It take more that unemployment and unbrushed teeth to stripp you of worth, and really, I don't see it. You sound like you are in pain and frustrated but worthless? Nah. Rant on, if you need to, honestly, better out than in, but know that a lot of that stuff is the Big D talking, and it's not true, Autumn, not at all. Hugs, hon.