(((((justfloating))))) sounds like a bad day and sure, I can resonate wih feeling like crap, but ya know, feeling it doesn't make it real. You can feel like a failure, but that doesn't make you one. You might feel broken, but that doesn't make you broken. If you let thm, these feelings will pass, even if they might return, they are not writting in stone.
What is written in (cyber<)stone is that Justfloating is a gutsy, warm, caring person who is soldiering on in spite of the fact that she is in a foreign country, feels badly, and is lonely. She is someone who cares about others and writes thoughtful advice and comfort to others who are in pain. Please believe me, in this you are absolutely no failure