(((((((((((bebop)))))))))))))

I'm sorry to hear that you are in so much pain right now. It takes a lot, and I mean A LOT of courage to admit that you are struggling, and so you have already taken a huge step to feeling better.

I think it is fantastic that you have been with Doc John since '96, however just because you have been more of the "supporter" rather then the "supportee" doesn't mean that you can't seek some help for yourself. I am so happy and proud of you for even making this post.

Please don't hesitate to PM if you would ever like to chat...

Hang in there, things will get better.

Jacq