I understand that it is not a med conditiong per se......but it may be beneficial to get your prostate checked or any other causes that may be pressing on the vas deferens to inhibit flow or increase flow......if it is really effecting your life, and making you miserable, please talk to your doc about it......it is the only way you can make an informed decision on how to deal with it.....
Take good care......and try and not be too hard on your self
Hugs,
Michah