(((((Justfloating)))))
I really feel your pain, having had those dark days all my life, one good thing about them is when you have good days (which should be more frequent than the bad ones) it makes you really appreciate them
Having been through a severe depression lately as you have in the past, I am very thankful these days that I am able to have good days, a day like today where I was able to hear and accept compliments, a day like today where I was able to spend quality time with my daughter, a day where I was able to comfort my other daughter, a day where I received some encouragement and a warm welcome from someone I respect and admire, a day that I never thought was possible a few months ago, in other words all small but precious things that make life bearable and give hope for the future. Tomorrow may never come...
You are not a failure...as I have written to you in the past, you are a very intelligent, mature and sensitive young woman. Loneliness is hard...we are here for you and we care