(((((((bebop))))))

I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this. It took me years to admit that I was depressed (and it was chronic). It can be hard to accept. I went back and forth between feeling relieved that I knew what was wrong and worried about what it meant for me. I hope that you feel better soon. I hope that you are able to get involved with other people IRL to help you. Always feel free to post here also, cus everyone here is really supportive.