So now this stupid paper is keeping me awake. Our professor sent an email saying we have to focus especially on one part of it and I feel like I need to add more to the paper. I have a meeting with her tomorrow (well today now) so I might bring it up. I find it hard to connect to my family's values especially when I feel that their values they would say they have are so fake when it comes to caring about me. But it is great for them to look wonderful to everyone else. I'm not sure that I can explain how I got my values except by saying that my family was screwed up and mine are a rejection of theirs (kind-of). I don't know where mine came from. I just know I'm opinionated. Even more I don't know how to translate my screwed up family life into a paper on my professional ethics. I hate this paper! Too bad this was my favorite class before we got this assignment.