to myself and others that I am severely depressed. I have hidden it well for a very long time. Even to myself. Funny I have been with Doc John since 96 and this is the first time I have admitted it long term. Sure I have had small bouts of depression over the years and will in the future as well. None of it is chemical imbalance. All of it is my situation. No meds have ever helped that for me so I won't go that route again. Right now I am barely functioning on a daily basis. This really started this time from my injury and not being able to do the job I dearly loved for 8 yrs anymore. I think even before that though it was minor marriage/relationship issues then blossumed into everything else. Now that my husband is no longer in the home it is the lack of human touch, companionship, friendships. I don't have any real life friends in my area to speak of. Not sure why I am even rambling on like this other than to get it out. The loneliness is killing me inside. thanks for listening or reading.