I'm sooooooo depressed.
I don't even care about anything anymore. What's to care about? Absolutely nothing.
I haven't been brushing my teeth much lately because I just don't care any longer (my teeth brushing takes me 1-1.5 hours, and flossing 1 hour-because of my OCD) It's not like that is going to make me happy anyway.
I'm just d***.

I can't find a job to save my life either.
Been out of work since beginning of May- don't know what I'm going to do. I could of probably actually gotten offered this one job last week at a preschool but I didn't want it- I called them back and said I was going to keep looking. (I really dread working at another preschool center- I haven't done that for years- I've been working as a nanny and want another one of those but I haven't been able to find one) What the **** is wrong with me??? I know I'm a stupid idiot for not just taking that job since I'm desperate at this point. I don't know what the heck is wrong with me. I obviously have Stupid written on my forehead!
I'm worthless anyway. I just want to crawl into a hole and ***.