I am new on here just joined yesterday looking to find someone that will understand whats it like to feel so down. I know exactly what you are feeling except for me all my family is gone and I am alone here to try and get through the day, I have one distant relative I talk with maybe once a week but thats it. I was everybodies friend when I was wealthy, the phone rang off the wall and everyone was eager to get a piece of the pie. When my family passed All I ever wanted in life was true love and found what I thought was it, they took most all my money as I was there for them gave them, clothes, jewelry, money, thousands of dollars they ran up my phone bills and abused me the entire time and I was cliinging to have somebi=ody that loved me. Well aftewr they ran me in debt and I lost all my money and house they went away, now they get on the internet in chat rooms and flirt in front of me no longer wish to be around me, my so called friends I gave shelter and money to I found them last week on line they proceeded to tell me I was a misery and nobody wanted around me so I know what you are saying.