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Oct 28, 2009, 08:03 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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((((((((((((Kaika)))))))))))))))))
If it really gets to a point you feel unsafe and want to go, I'm sure you can find a way. How far away from a hospital are you? Would you be able to call a cab *knows that might be too expensive - it depends on how close you live*. Is there anyplace nearby that your parents could drop you, or maybe there's a way to explain to your parents in a vague way that you'd be comfortable. *brainstorms*
As far as the feelings of self hate - the temporary thing to do is distract yourself in any way possible and use grounding methods. But eventually you'll need to look at WHY you feel that way. There's normally a reason and until you come to terms with that it might keep coming up. I've felt that way before, it's no fun. Wish I had a pill to take it all away... tons of hugs, keep posting 
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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