I'm new to this forum. Even though it's not good see other people with the same issue, it does make me feel better that I'm not the only one.

I've had low self esteem all my life. I'm 28 yo and it seems to get worse. I've always thought I've been an ugly, fat failure. I think I'm ugly and fat which holds me back in life. I feel like I shouldn't be doing certain things because of it. I don't push myself to be better because I feel like I don't deserve it. Hopefully I can help myself feel better and believe I'm worth some good things.